Wednesday, April 21, 2010

My invisible fiance...

It sucks.. and I know I should be understanding.. but I feel ignored..

He's busy with school.. and work is really busy for the both of us.. so we hardly talk.. hardly.. more like barely..

It's like.. my phone doesn't die as fast because we don't even text anymore..

It's like.. we probably text each other less than 20x a day..

I mean.. I understand..

I really understand.. we're both very busy.. and we are getting married.. so we'll have the rest of our lives to talk and talk and talk..

But.. it just feels like neglect..

Am I being selfish?

I dont' wanna get mad about it.. nor do I wanna get upset about it.. but I just feel left-out..

It's bad enough that we live long-distance.. it's bad enough that we can't see each other as often as we used to.. but we can barely talk/text each other too?

I know he's really working hard at finishing his MBA.. his classes are more demanding now that he's gearing towards the end..

But maybe a little "hello" text every once and awhile wouldn't hurt..

Does this make me a bad person?!