My water bottle's warped..

So.. my water bottle looks funny...

I refilled my water bottle with water.. first.. i put in a bit of hot water.. and then.. i douce it with the cold water.. and it totally warped my bottle.. now.. it's leaning to one side.. and the water is cold again.. NO HELP AT ALL!

You know what I need right now? I need a nice deep neck massage.. my neck is sore.. and it's a big enough deal to be able to blog about it on three of my blog sites.. but i can barely move it right now without feeling stiff and sore.. not fun.. it's a bitch to drive with my neck like this too..

I'm at work.. and I'm working.. believe it or not.. i'm trying not to let this "under the weatherness" truly get to me.. but my head is heavy.. and all i want to do is sleep.. but the fact that all i want to do is sleep is something that isn't out of the ordinary for me.. i always want to just sleep.. especially when i am at work..

I'm falling apart.. i think i'm going to die.. my body will shut down.. my body is not working.. and so i think i'm going to die.. wahh!!!

That water bottle just looks so f'ed up right now..

I had a dream last night.. but i don't really remember it.. but i know I dreamed about something.. maybe about performances or soething.. but i know i had a dream about it.. i just can't remember it.. and i would love to remembre it cuz i was really into it when i was a sleep.. so i don't know..

I hate Mondays.. like you didn't already know!

No.. I have not neglected this one..

It seems like I have been neglecting to post on this site.. but when I look at the last date taht I posted a blog.. it's only been Monday..

I really don't have a lot of things to discuss.. and so I don't see the point in inundating blogs with useless verbage.. and blabber.. although i know i do it anywya.. i don't feel the need to do it to every single blog i have.. i gotta have some substance in some of the blogs i post.. right??

In financial news, i got my w2 forms from both employers.. which means that I can file my taxes.. i hope I get a return this year.. I should hope so.. since I'm single.. independent.. blah blah blah.. I should be able to recieve some moeny back.. i'm hoping.. praying.. wishing.. wanting..

I don't quite know what i'm going to do with that tax return.. I'll probalby do what I always do.. SAVE..

I don't think I ever remember a time that I recieved money.. even as a gift.. and just spent it.. i always remember just saving it.. putting it away into my early savings account.. never just spending it on anything..

I guess thta's why i was able to save up the money I have now.. in a way.. its' a good thing.. cuz now i can pretty much buy whatever i want.. and have money left over for a rainy day..

On theother hand.. i never got to know what it feels to just blow gift money.. oh well..

I do know what it's like to blow a paycheck.. so i guess it's the same thing!!

Jasmine.. Aladdin.. perfection..

So.. ya.. I spent a good part of my weekend watching two Disney Princess Sing-Along DVDs... I so want those other sequels to "aladdin".. there's this one song in "return of jafar" that is so cute.. kinda describes the way justyn and i are.. like.. just when it get's to the point where we feel we cant' take it anymore because we drive each other nuts.. we just remember how much we do love each toehr and how much we do make each other happy..

[IAGO:]
Forget about that guy
Forget about the way you fell into his eyes
Forget about his charms
Forget about the way he held you in his arms
Walking on air's obnoxious
The thrill
The chill
Will make you nauseous
And you'll never get enough
Just forget about love!
Forget about romance
Forget about the way your heart begins to dance
Then you feel the blush
When he's spouting out some sentimental mush
Love really is revolting!
It's even worse than when you're moulting
Enough of this fluff!
Just forget about love!

[JASMINE:]
I had almost forgotten the way it felt
When he held out his hand for mine
My heart all a-flutter

[IAGO:]
Oh, how I shudder

[JASMINE:]
The first time we kissed

[IAGO:]
It won't be missed!
Forget about 'is touch

[JASMINE:]
I can't forget about his touch

[IAGO:]
In the scheme of things,
It doesn't matter much

[JASMINE:]
It matters so mu-uch

[IAGO:]
You're better on your own
A meal becomes a banquet
When you eat alone

[JASMINE:]
Hmm-mm-mm-mm

[BOTH:]
Love's filled with compromises

[IAGO:]
And don't you hate those big surprises?

[JASMINE:]
A cozy rendezvous

[IAGO:]
Oh, please!

[JASMINE:]
Candlelight for two

[IAGO:]
Oh, geez!

[JASMINE:]
Look you're calling my bluff!

[BOTH:]
(I can't) (Just) forget about love!

[JASMINE:]
I can't forget about my heart

[ALADDIN:]
I can't forget about my heart

[JASMINE:]
And how it felt
To fall for you right from the start

[ALADDIN:]
I'm still falling

[JASMINE:]
Whatever we may do

[ALADDIN:]
Whatever we may do

[JASMINE:]
You are here for me,
And I'll be there for you

[ALADDIN:]
I'll be there

[BOTH:]
To wish, to want, to wander
To find the sun
Through rain and thunder

[ALADDIN:]
A cozy rendezvous

[JASMINE:]
Yes, please!

[ALADDIN:]
Candlelight for two

[IAGO:]
Oh, geez!
Enough is enough!

[ALADDIN and JASMINE:]
We can't forget about love!

I just love that part where jasmine is talking about how she fell for him right from the start.. and then aladdin says that he's still falling.. i would love for jsutyn to say that to me..

Ok.. i know.. it's a Disney movie.. but sheesh.. I heart me the aladdin and the jasmine soo much..

Oh ya.. and I also want The Little Mermaid 2...

You see what my lil 2 year old neice does to me??? Hee hee..

Done!

I am so done with everything.. so done with my life.. so done with everyone around me.. i'm just done.. i don't want to deal anymore.. in fact.. i really don't think I can deal anymore..

I can't.. i really really can't..

Aww.... compatibility...

Rachel Viray
&
Justyn Dodd

83% Compatible

♥ Rachel Viray and Justyn Dodd have been romantically-together for awhile now, indicating a degree of compatibility. Similar personality descriptions are a plus. Their shared faith will help form a bond between them. They both abstain from drinking, so that helps compatibility. The fact that the two hold different political beliefs may be a sore spot. Both are brainy, and that is a good thing. However, their astrological signs are not in harmony. But their views on children are similar. Overall, Rachel Viray and Justyn Dodd are quite compatible. There are a few rough spots, but nothing that cannot be overcome. ♥

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Granted.. there was a section that said to check the box that you identify with.. and one of them was drinker.. and so i didn't check it because my perseption of that was taht were were avid drinkers.. which.. we kinda not.. and so i guess that it's fairly accurate.. the faith thing.. we do have similar faith views.. though we have different religions... faith is faith.. no matter in what direction its coming from..

So.. i like it.. 83%.. not bad.. not bad at all..

Fortune cookie say...

Just got back from lunch at the mongolian barbeque place.. here's my fortune from the fortune cookie..

The current year will bring you much happiness.

We'll see.. i sure hope so.. so far.. this year has brought me nothing but issues.. and two weeks hasn't even passed!!!

Sigh..

Well... this isn't original!

I guess the main topic of the day is my restless and sleepiness.. it seems to be the only thing on my mind right now! I am kinda hungry.

It's one of those days that I wish I had more time in life to do everything that I wanted to do PLUS get enough sleep at night. I guess.. in a way.. that would require that days be 48 hours long instead of 24. But that's retarded. I guess. It may be retarded but i'm sure a lot of people agree with me..

Sometimes.. more often than not.. i feel like i'm running on fumes.. it's like.. i know there aren't enough hours in the day to do everything.. yet.. i still try to do everything.. i wish sometimes.. i knew how to slow down and relax.. but living at home.. there's not such thing as down time.. if there is time to sit and relax.. then there's time to do everything else.. so.. i was always taught to be on the go..

But.. i dont know.. i've got a lot done in my life.. living that philosophy.. but i'm feeling the burn out.. i'm feeling the burnout at age 25.. that's really not good..

I want to be able to sit down and do nothing.. and not feel guilty for it..

Ok.. next topic.. i dont' know.. i feel like i have ADD.. i can't stay still and i cna't keep one train of thought.. i want to be everywhere!! I want to make a scarf.. i want someone to teach me how to knit.. i want someone to show me how to make different patterns crocheting.. cuz i wanna make stuff by crocheting and knitting..

I want to read a million books..

I want to save the world from famine and war..

I want to make a contribution to all the charities in the world..

I want to start my gifting/tart business..

I want to do so much!!!

Oh man! I got left.. and right.. har har har!

Hey! I'm all alone here at work now! What's up with that?!

My boss is gone on personal business.. the other lab guy had to go down to the UCLA library to pick up something for one of our lab procedures.. and so i'm here.. alone... in this lab.. i should be able to just get out of here.. but i'm going to yoga class at 6pm and so.. there is really NO point in me driving home.. only to drive out to Corona again.. if my cousin lived in her condo already.. i'd be able to crash out there for awhile before going to yoga class.. taht woudl be SWEET!

Nah.. do you really think i'd go over there a lot.. i doubt it.. i really do.. i mean.. there's no use for me to be over there.. really.. nope.. none at all..

Whatever.. i'm rambling..

Anyway.. there should be some guidelines for this new year..

1. Do not gain weight. I don't think I have to lose weight anymore.. the new goal is to just KEEP IT OFF!!!
2. Do not lose patience. Working hard on this one!
3. Do not be such a brat. Again, working hard on this one!
4. Do not spend so much money. This is turning out to be easier than expected. I know I have the necessary big spendatures.. like car maintenance.. and keeping up with my bills... but extra expendature has been cut down tremendously.. i can do this one!
5. Do not over stress. Working hard on this one too!

Those seem to be the basic guidlines for 2006. Now.. the one thing i need to start getting used to is putting 06 instead of 05 on all my bills and paper work! Sheesh!!!