So I'm scheduled to do the Witness Talk for this Thursday's Ultreya.
It's Tuesday and I really have NOTHING.. so I'm thinking that if I ramble on here for a good while that something might come to me and I might have something to talk about..
It's about my faith journey.. how I've grown.. how I've learned to be the type of Catholic Christian I am today.
The thing is.. I'm no where near perfect.. none of us really are.. but I still don't see myself as "devout" as everything seems to think I am.. I go to Mass every Sunday.. I love the Lord.. I try to incorporate Him in everything I do.. but does that really make me devout? Does that really make me like all the other people I see in the Cursillo group?
I hardly think so..
I don't think I am even worthy enough to give this talk.. I don't even know how or where to begin.. what to talk about.. how to talk about it.. when I find so many imperfections and ways for improvement..
How can I tell people about my faith journey.. when.. I'm not really sure how far I've actually gone..
I mean.. true.. I have come a long way from what I was when I first started this blog.. relatively speaking.. I am truly devout compared to what I used to be.. but no where near what others are..
But is it really important to compare myself with the others?
This is about MY journey.. not how my journey compares to everyone else's..
I keep praying for the words.. I know He won't let me down..
I'll definitely post what I said on here.. and on my other blog..
Stay tuned..
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One of the things you are learning is that the closer you grow to God the clearer your imperfections become. But remember He died for those imperfections.
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