Heck ya.. i'm nervous.

And then.. suddenly.. it all hit me..

WE OPEN THE SHOW TOMORROW..

Then.. we run for these two weeks.. and it's over.. I don't know.. maybe i'm just so used to Mummer's and the fact that they run shows for what seems like forever.. but not as long as they ran Justyn's show in Rialto..

I think when I first started.. Mummer's shows ran four weeks.. then.. they suddenly changed to three..

Rancho does two..

Rialto did a whopping FIVE weeks..

That was five weeks.. and more.. of not being able to spend much time with Justyn.. to not be able to go out.. to be bored at home.. while he's frolicking about on stage..

Now.. it's my turn..

I wish I were healthier.. i just don't feel up to par.. but i gotta do what i gotta do..