Nostalgia..

I was sitting here yesterday.. reading all the old posts from when justyn and first got together.. and how i felt about all of that..i deem this one the most honest cuz at the time he wasn't reading it.. in fact i didn't have any friends reading this blog..i still don't.. just justyn..

Anyway.. it's amazing that those feelings of security and of being loved that i felt back then.. are exactly the same feelings i feel right now.. and that a lot of it hasn't changed.. other than the fact that i've completely allowed my self to fall in love with him.. and that isn't a bad thing at all..

He is great.. and he knows it.. hahaha!

But really.. he's the king of the simple things i love in a relationship..

For me it has never been about what he buys me.. it's always been about what he does.. and that pertained to every guy i dated.. sure getting gifts was fun.. but is he really gonna make you a peanut butter sandwhich for lunch.. the exact way you like it.. is he really gonna drive down to have lunch with you every time you ask... is he gonna hold you tight when you need it the most.. is he going to go out of his way to make you laugh even when you think you aren't in the mood.. and you find yourself laughing anyway..

Ya... ramble.. ramble.. ramble.. but it's all true.. with him.. i know i'm cared for... with him.. i know i'm loved..

We might not have all the money in the world.. yet.. but i know we've got a lot of feeling between us and that's even better than all the money..

Tho'.. money would be nice.. really nice.. really really nice.. but ti's not whats going to make us comepletely happy..