Wow.. i think i miss him..

So ya.. we haven't seen each other in two days... i miss him.. but will i actually admit that to him? I sorta did.. wow.. this is weird.. when did harmless flirting end up to something i feel i have no control over. I guess the real question is: when did i lose control over this? When did I fall?

I wanna go home now.. i'll leave at 3:30pm... so in about fourty minutes or so...

I got him and his friends hooked on myspace.com... ya.. i'm a trend setter... unfortunately.. i've now made him myspace geek.. i created a monster.. oh well... i guess i have to deal with it.. damn..

I'm sooo tired... of work... or life.. of everything.. i just wanna curl up in a ball and die.. but then i'd upset some people and that wouldn't be good...

"Without The Girl"

And mama told me if I want her. I gotta take it slow
You just can’t tell her, you gotta find other ways to let her know
But I don’t understand this game
This is so new to me
I wanna tell her
I wanna take her in my arms

Give her time and maybe one-day she’ll come around
And see the love I am offering
‘Cause I don’t wanna live without the girl
Heaven knows everyday I pray
That someday she will belong to me
‘Cause I don’t wanna live without the girl

She is my sunshine but her heart belongs to another man
She looks right through me, she only ever though of us as friends
But I’ll keep holding back my heart
I will not let her see
I gonna bide my time
until the day she comes to me

Give her time and maybe one-day she’ll come around
And see the love I’m offering
‘Cause I don’t wanna live without the girl
Heaven knows, everyday I pray
That someday she will belong to me
‘Cause I don’t wanna live without the girl

Give her time and maybe one-day she’ll come around
And see the love I’m offering
‘Cause I don’t wanna live without the girl
Heaven knows, everyday I pray
That someday she will belong to me
‘Cause I don’t wanna live without the girl


Ya.. i'm soooo feelin this song... except for the part where it says her heart belongs to another man... cuz it doesn't... it hasn't for the longest time.. but i want someone to sweep me off my feet llike this... do you think he's done that?