I'm staring at the blank screen... the space for blogging seems so large and i have the sudden urge to fill it up.. I have the sudden urge to fill this box up with words.. with thoughts.. with feelings.. and i have no idea what to write about.. i have nothing in particular in my mind that needs to be brought up.. just this sudden urge to fill up the page..
Now.. i dont' want to blog aimlessly.. i've been a member of blog explosion and everyone seems to have these uberly profound blogs and blog entries.. like everyone else always has something better to say than i do..
I know i'm not supposed to compare myself to others.. but sometimes other people always seem more interesting than i am.. then again.. they don't have a great boyfriend like i do..
And i do.. and i'm thanking God everyday that I have him in my life.. we have gone through so much.. and at the points in which other couples would give up.. we haven't.. i used to question that.. thinking that we were just both to scared to be alone.. now.. i'm starting to see that it's because we care so deeply about each other.. there is love between us.. and all of our problems and all of our issues.. we are getting through them because of our love of God and of each other..
We aren't giving up on this relationship because we see so much potential.. so much love in it.. you can't give something this good up..
The object of the game is to not take it for granted.. and i think we are doing a pretty good job at that.. considering it's almost ended several times.. you can't take something like this for granted.. you just can't..
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