I'm tired..
I need a vacation. I'm in desperate need of a vacation.
I had rehearsal today, but ditched. I am so bad. I really don't like this show. So, you can see a full lack of committment to it. Everyone knows that I am always at every rehearsal when it comes to theater. I rarely miss a rehearsal. I usually only miss a rehearsal if it's something unavoidable..
I just didn't feel like going after my CCD class.. so.. I didn't..
That makes me so bad.. such a flake.. DEFINTIELY NOT GOOD.
I don't know.. its' just a wrong kind of atmosphere. It's community theater, I'm not being paid for it.. in fact.. I paid a lot of money to be in it.. I should at least enjoy it.. right?
Well.. I"m not.. for the first time in a long time.. i'm miserable doing this show..
What can I do though.. I made a committement.. and i don't want to look too bad in front of these directors.. that I actually enjoy working with.. it's just.. the show.. it's not right for me.. it's not something I really ssee myself getting into..
I shoudn't have auditioned in the first place..
Sigh.. if I only knew then what I know now.. tsk.. tsk.. tsk..
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Well . Consider this a learning esperience. That's what I used to tell my debaters when they were down because we lost.
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