I'm depressed

How depressing is this.. i'm so friggin depressed... my whole life seems to be going downward again... sometimes it's okay... it's not so bad.. i can bear it.. now.. it's just soo damn heavy.. i cant' cary it...

I know i should pray... and i do... but i'm allowed to question things right? I can have the faith but i can also question.. that's what having an open mind is all about right? Ya... that's it...

Awww. geez....