Blah blog

I feel wierd.. it's like a blah... but a happy blah..

I think all the excitement is moving on to acceptance... it's not so wierd anymore to think of him in that way... the feeling has now moved from wierdness to anticipation.. the more we think about it the more we want it to happen already...

Went to the Barnes and Noble.. looked at magazines.. it was exciting.. i was excited... it felt more real... more tangible holding those magazines... like it was real.. cuz it is real..

We even kinda look at each other differently.. i see him in this totally different way.. he sees me in this whole new way too.. we can't stop smilling ... its funny.. we can't look each other without thinking about the rest of our lives...

So this is love....